This year has been a big year of health for me. There has been a lot of doctors appointments, hospital appointments, scans, ultrasounds, countless blood tests, even a trip in an ambulance, and I couldn’t be more grateful to have had Ryan by my side through it all.
Don’t be alarmed, it’s nothing too serious and I’m not dying, but I’ve still found myself getting that little bit anxious before I get results and the negative thoughts of ‘what if’ start to creep in. I’m always quite conscious to not think negative thoughts as I don’t want to create those thoughts into reality, but sometimes it can be a bit of a struggle.
Ryan’s managed to continuously be positive though and has been there for me when I’ve needed, even if I’ve told him I’m fine and don’t need comfort, when actually I do 😂, he’s there by my side.
I would love to hear from anyone else who sometimes struggles to keep their thoughts positives and not freak yourself out.